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    August 28

    喜欢张的"解脱"吗?

        8月27日,拖着重重的行李箱离开了那个曾经以为会是自己家的"家".
        亲吻了一下波波的额头,"妈妈会回来看你的",不知道是在安慰他还是在安慰自己~~
    原来还是会有许多的不舍,或人,或事,或物,虽然知道这一刻早晚会到...
        莫明的突然恨起一个人来,是恨他,还是恨他对我的影响?两年前的我究竟是什么样子?连我自己都不记得.
    是啊,两年前,还去在乎做什么呢?现在,他已经在我心里没有任何位置
        从昨天晚上一直在想,是不是应该找个人说说话,告诉他我心里到底在想些什么,可有什么用呢?
    这世界了解我的人没有,人家已经把你定义在一个不堪的圈子内,你再说什么,再怎么做,只要是有缺点出现,
    那就脱不开那个圈子.一直都觉得自己不会去在乎别人说我什么,可是还是会去在乎,特别是自己在乎的人说的话
        每个人似乎都让我远远地离开她,每个人都说你受她的影响太重,真是这样吗?我一直觉得她会有她的生活方式,而
    我也有我自己的,并不会受她的影响.而别人似乎都会把我和她联系起来,也对,最力偶安静自己的还是自己,我不相信
    一个人去评价谁的好与坏这些,那些,都是要靠自己去发现的.也许有时候自己会受蒙蔽,也许劝说你的人真的是对的,
    那结果还是自己不够聪明.
        发现现在的自己没有任何资格去谈感情,谈恋爱.抑或是对自己的不信任,也有对别人的不信任.
       

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    cici 仲wrote:
    自己的事情都多想想  不管怎样!我们都还是朋友~~~~~
    Sept. 4

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